Catherine was a 55 year old lady who originally came to me for Reiki treatments. She was a single parent although her son was now grown up and had suffered with depression two years previously. She also suffered with mild asthma, pain in her right knee and in her neck and had menopausal symptoms. She told me that she was a worrier and spent her time worrying about a lot of things including her son and his girlfriend who both suffer with depression. Her mum was very controlling and demanding, constantly putting pressure on her and she felt guilty about the effect her mother had had on her son over the years.
Catherine’s sleep pattern was poor. She had difficulty getting to sleep and often woke in the night finding it difficult to get back to sleep. Her energy levels were poor and she often found herself falling asleep in the chair in the evenings.
She was in a relationship with a lovely man whom she had been with for six years but they had never moved in together because of the pressure Catherine’s mother put on her to stay close by.
After three Reiki treatments her sleep pattern had started to improve. With each Reiki treatment she would find herself sobbing through part of the treatment as there appeared to be a lot of deep sadness that she had held onto.
At the fourth Reiki treatment she told me that she had done a lot of thinking and looked at why she felt unworthy and unsupported. She explained that she had been married to an abusive husband who was very controlling and who told her that if she ever got pregnant he would make her have an abortion. She then told me that both her parents were controlling but her mum more so than her dad. They had taken her to an abortion clinic when she was pregnant with her son, (she was 30 at the time) as she was divorced and single, but she stood up to them and kept the baby. They then wanted her to have the baby adopted and Catherine felt this was because her parents saw her being pregnant and unmarried as being shameful. Her son’s father was also very controlling and she realised that she had no self-worth because of the relationships she had had with controlling men and because her parents were controlling. She also explained that her mother often sent out mixed messages and seemed to think that Catherine was responsible for her mother’s happiness. She also felt that her parents favoured her older brother.
We agreed that we needed to cut the energetic cords between Catherine and her parents to release the negative emotions, behaviour and thought patterns and that we should do some past life regression to see if her behaviour patterns were deep seated.
We did a further 4 sessions of Reiki and cut the ties between her and her parents; as a result of this she found that she changed the way she behaved and no longer allowed them to control her.
The following week we did a Past Life Regression and were taken back to 1819 where she was a young girl on the streets. Her close family were not around her and she felt very alone. There was a well-dressed man who would come and find her and give her money so that she could eat. It transpired through the regression that she was his daughter but because of the circumstances under which she had been born his family wouldn’t accept her. The man helped her to find work and she managed to improve her life. She passed over at the age of 37, not having had children although she had really wanted them.
At the end of the regression I asked her to reflect on the life and she told me that it was important to care for others and that we should all help each other. She said that there were kind people in the world who didn’t need to ‘shout’ about their kindness. She realised that there is always someone there for you and that good things do come. She realised too that it was ok to be sad and that it was also important to appreciate the beauty of the world surrounding you.
Catherine released a lot of deep sadness during her regression and realised that most of her current life had been spent on her own. She could also see why she had fought to keep her son. She didn’t want another life without children.
We went back to working with Reiki for the next two treatments and she told me that she had done some research which had confirmed what she saw during her regression so that she knew that she hadn’t imagined it.
She also told me that her partner had noticed that her self-confidence had improved and that she was now more accepting of compliments. She told me that she felt more secure in herself. She also realised that she wasn’t responsible for anyone’s happiness but her own and no longer felt guilty about her mum being unhappy. She had also noticed that her thought processes were much more positive and recognised that she needed to move the situation between herself and her partner forward. We then agreed to do a Past Life Energy Healing the following week to see what else we could heal from her past.
Future Life Progression (2 years into the future)
Catherine found herself in an office with a few other people. She wasn’t happy as it wasn’t what she wanted to do. She felt she was quite junior and unimportant which made her feel bad. She didn’t have very much work to do and felt scruffy compared to the other people around her.
When we reflected on that experience she said that she wanted to feel valued and to be able to better herself. She felt that she wasn’t capable of doing what the other people were doing so she didn’t feel a valued member of the office team.
Scanning Room
In the scanning room we found that Catherine’s Frequency was at 60% so she had the potential to lift her vibration by another 40%, her Energy was at 43% with the potential of raising it by 57%, her Karma was at 87% so there were 13% of Karmic imbalances to resolve and her soul was at 56% so 44% of her soul had fragmented.
I then asked Catherine which area she wanted to address first and she told me that she wanted to address her Energy.
I then asked Catherine to touch the word Energy on the scanning machine screen so that it would tell us which lives needed to be visited and what percentage gain by visiting and healing them there would be.
She told me that the three lives that were most important were 1614 where there was a 73% gain, 1873 where there was a 91% gain and 1411 where there was a a 54% gain.
We decided to regress her to 1873 as this life had the greatest percentage gain to raise her vibration.
Catherine found herself in what looked like a hospital and realised that she was a maid of some sort. There was a matron there who was very aloof and was telling her off for not working as hard as she wanted her to. She felt that the matron would hit her if she didn’t get on and do something and Catherine found herself feeling frightened and unhappy. She told me that matron was always telling her off and hit her even though she tried hard and did work. She was very tired as she had to be up early and often got called in the night to come and clean up after the sick patients. She didn’t know what it was like outside as she was always at the hospital working. She used to hide in the broom cupboard when she needed a break.
Catherine had no close family in this life. Her parents had died when she was very young and she had lived with her aunt until she was old enough to work.
We then went to the healing room and invited matron to join her. I asked Catherine to tell matron exactly how she had made her feel . She told matron that she had made her feel unwanted, downtrodden and unloved and that she didn’t understand why she had treated her so badly as she had always tried her best.
Matron then told Catherine that she didn’t realise what she was doing and that she didn’t know how to respond to people. Matron realised that she should have noticed how exhausted Catherine had been and got her some help. Catherine then told me that Matron was quite bitter but she realised why. She had been brought up by a very stern aunt who had not shown her any love and this was the only way she knew how to be. Matron then apologised to Catherine.
I then asked Catherine to forgive Matron as she was doing the best she could with the knowledge she had and asked her to ask Matron to return her energy. Catherine saw her energy as waves of light in a mist which she found she was able to soak up into her energy system.
We then went into her life in 1614. Here she was a young boy who was abused by his father who always came to his bedroom when it was dark.
We returned to the healing room and I asked Catherine to reflect on that life. She had learned to block things out and not to fight as fighting made things worse. I then asked her to ask her father from that life to join her there. I asked Catherine to tell her father how he had made her feel and ask him why he had abused her.
Her father told her that he loved his son and it was the only way he knew how to show him love as this was what his father had done to him. He thought it was normal and was upset because he didn’t realise the damage he had caused.
I then asked Catherine to forgive her father from that life and ask him to return her energy which she saw as a ball of light. She was able to soak the energy back up into her energy system.
We then returned to the Scanning Room and rescanned her energy. Catherine’s frequency had risen to 84%. Her energy had risen to 91%, her karma to 95% and her Soul to 72%.
Finally we revisited Catherine’s potential future. She found that she was wearing nice shoes and a smart suit and was standing outside a nice house. She realised that it was her house which she was sharing with her partner. She felt content, happy and surrounded by a feeling of comfort.
In this situation Catherine’s energy, karma and soul levels were all linked and by addressing these two lives she was able to raise her vibration by 31% as well as raise her energy levels, and understand her negative karma. When she retrieved her energy she was also retrieving some of her soul fragments.
The following week, Catherine returned for another Reiki treatment. She told me that hse had had a headache and sore throat after the Past Life Energy Healing but that these had quickly resolved. She also told me that her sleep pattern had improved again and that she felt more energetic. She also felt brighter in herself and had realised that she had connected with a lot of controlling people in her past lives and in her current and that she needed to stand up to these people. She also realised that she needed to be patient and trust the universe more. Catherine also realised that she needed to address her work situation as she is self- employed and needed more security. She also told me that she had started to talk to her partner about them moving in together and had every intention of making this happen whatever her parents thought or said.
Tuesday, 15 November 2011
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